In my dream I was late to a last school performance and I wasn't aware that we had a concert. I didn't practice for days so I didn't know how the music went. While I was going downstairs one of my friends asks if they can talk to me after the performance is over. I say okay. My math teacher is apparently the one conducting us. I talk to him and tell him I wasn't aware of the performance. He says we can try to practice so we try practicing without my instrument. We don't really get it down but before the performance I decide I can just try to sight read. When I look for my instrument it's gone and it's in a different room. He tells me to go check the other classroom. For some reason I'm not wearing shoes so I have to find my shoes. I go up the steps and I pass by an old teacher. Then I try looking for my music teacher to see if he has my instrument. I don't end up finding him but he texts that the performance was great. I walk back to the stage and I am almost crying. I don't cry but I go back upstairs to the seats and watch them. As soon as the performance is over I've already forgotten about the talk my friend wanted to have. I wanna rush out because I didn't get to play but I don't. I walk so no one is worried about me. Anyways the friend catches up with another friend. They remind me about the talk and I say okay. At this point I was genuinely tired of everything and just wanted to get it over with. One of them tells me "Well.. you're kind of the Wendo of the group". I don't know who that is so I ask who is that. They look at me with pity and an uncomfortable look on their faces. Then it clicked Wendo was a popular figure on social media that critizes people. I ask "what do you mean? I try to be nice a lot of the time " they still don't reply. So I say, "Its okay if you don't want to talk to me anymore we can go our own ways. I can take you off my close friends and you cab take me off your close friends too. We can go in separate directions if you want." She looks visibly upset but I'm confused so I ask her once again, "What do you mean I'm like Wendo? Please tell me so I can fix it." They walk away together. Then all of a sudden I start crying and I start begging them to tell me what I did wrong and why they're leaving. I cry and ask them for one more chance despite not knowing what I did wrong. I'm on my knees and they look at me with pity while I'm crying because of all the things that happened that day. They leave and I'm still on the floor crying.
This dream may suggest a feeling of inadequacy or unpreparedness in a certain aspect of your life. Being late and unprepared for the school performance symbolizes a fear of falling short in meeting expectations or not being ready for important events in your waking life. The loss of your instrument could represent a lack of resources or tools needed to succeed in a particular situation.
The interaction with your friends could reflect a desire for connection and support, but also a fear of being judged or criticized by them. The comparison to a popular social media figure who criticizes people may indicate a fear of being perceived negatively by others, whether intentionally or inadvertently.
Your emotional reaction in the dream, particularly the crying and begging for another chance, may reveal a fear of losing relationships or approval from those around you. This could stem from a fear of abandonment, rejection, or a deep desire for validation and acceptance.
Overall, this dream may be highlighting feelings of insecurity, fear of failure, and a need for reassurance and support from others. It may be a reflection of underlying anxieties or uncertainties in your waking life that need to be addressed and processed.